Through the (E)motions
Blog. Right. Current status of existence continues to wind down to the final, remaining days. At times I am overly anxious and eager to move onward. I can’t say I’m overly enthused until that happens, but I maintain the fact that I’m very lucky indeed and while things could always be better, the opportunity for Much Worse was there for quite some time. I’ve satisfactorily moved on from all that, I’d say, but realizations memories and events from the ‘too close to home and too near the bone’ past will continue to haunt, despite best efforts. New, happy memories are establishing themselves, and it’s crystal clear I’m moving in the right direction. I’m certainly in love, as much as I’ve ever been. With life, friendship, and romance. With ‘what’s next!’.
What is next? A move north, to Oakland, with L-. A very busy October, including a well-deserved, much discussed trip to Hawaii. I’ve never been. After that, back to looking for work. Perhaps something part time, as I want and need school to become an active part of my present again. Getting into shape. Into real shape. I want look in the mirror in the morning and have no question about whether I’m in the best shape of my life, mind, body, and soul. Rebirth is my interest. Reforming and rearranging is my goal.
